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NEW* "private" xanga site.
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i love you baby. |
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| and in the end.. it's all the same.
just a girl, waiting on love.
a love that the world no longer believed in anymore.
the world has a new set of eyes now.
Eyes of black and blue.
But the blue...
isnt kind.
...it was 1 am when my phone rang...
im sorry..
and that's all i have, and i cant say much more.
i have nothing left...
i dont know what else to say or do.
i cried myself to sleep that night..
and i cant take back anything i have done to hurt you in the past..
i can only look forward.
"because life's too short to be pissed off all the time."
so ill wait for you....
im not going anywhere.
all my love...
*sarah kei*
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i miss apey...
i miss the birds in Venice...
i love you rae!
and V.. i agree totally.
and BTW..
mandatory tripod meeting this wed. night after church.
call me.
love you all!
i love jordon.
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| there are over 6 billion people in the world.
that just blows me away..
6 billion lives, souls, and hearts.
Life is so small...
i feel like sometimes i will never amount to anything.
that I, Sarah Kei Ball will just be forgotten.
People live.
People die.
i just want to make a difference.
and i think im not alone on that one.
in reality, i am just one in 6 billion.
but tonight, i felt bigger than that.
i am in love with the most beautiful soul of a boy that there ever was.
and i know that i am the luckiest girl in the world.
i have best friends, a family who in the end will always be there for me, and a boyfriend who my better half.
but i cant help but wonder..
what about the other 6 billion people in this world?
i dont want my happiness to be limited to just me.
World Peace.
to me, world peace will come, but it wont stay that way.
and if by fate, every soul felt peace for just one moment out of the day-at the exact same time the other 6 billion.. then that would be world peace.
think about it.
ps- i love my lilies baby..
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| 10 years ago:
i still lived in this house.
i wore stupid vests that my mother made me.
i was a huge tomboy.
No worries
5 years ago:
very awkward.
was in the 6th grade.
i had no friends.
i began to learn that life isnt fair, and love was real.
i got my ears peirced.
1 year ago:
i got in my first wreck.
i got my heart broken.
nearly died.
i had the best summer possible with JD!
didnt weigh 100 punds.
yesterday:
I hung out with jordon.
i cried..
fretted about school.
looked back on good memories.
i sang really loud in my car while driving to church.
fav snacks:
ice cream.
diet coke--it's a drug man.
doritos BAKED cool ranch flavor.
for the moment--milky way midnights.
i dont like food. at all.
if i had 100 million dollars...
Pay back my parents.
give half away to charity--that's way to much money.
Buy Jordon a "mafia" black Mercedes.
but lots of Coach..
i'd quit my job.
buy my mom llama's and a place to put them.
Places to run away to:
PPUMC.
the bench in the courtyard at school.
Jordon's
rachel/sarah's house.
my gma's house.
TV SHOWS:
ONE TREE HILL.
(that's all i watch guys.. sry.)
BAD habits:
repeating myself.
worrying too much.
being lazy.
sleeping in.
Getting out of hand.
JOYS:
Being in the presence of ppl who love me.
singing.
Looking at the stars.
helping out others.
spending money.
5 Fictional People I'd date:
No clue. |
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